The Long Kiss Goodnight

I've known that this post was coming for some time, but have been trying to put it off for as long as possible. I'm going to have to say goodbye for a while, and it breaks my heart. Many of you have become friends as dear to me as those in my "real" life. I feel like you know me better than many people whom I see daily, which is why I know you will understand my absence.

The cost of gas and the drive itself are killing me, and am going to have to find a place to stay in the city. The costs of keeping two places is going to take every penny. I can't sell the house until I get the back taxes paid, and short of a miracle, I don't know when that will be. If my parents names weren't on the loan, I'd just let the bank have it. Hopefully, I'll be able to get internet once I get settled.

I also feel that I need to be nearer James and his brothers. The uncle has turned out to be as bad as James had insinuated, and their lives are in chaos right now. I want to be nearby to help them when they need it. For whatever reason, I believe that they have been put in my path for a reason, and I need to do everything that I can to help them.

I'm going to miss you all, and will try to get back as soon as possible. Don't forget me.

Love to you all,
Tsarina